(((BJ))) I couldn't say it better here than all of your friends are....YOU ARE LOVED, by us, your family up above, the angels, and by God Himself. We all hold you close, and hope that you will feel some peace, and that everyday will bring some measure of relief from the physical and mental torment. Think on Him, when the pain tries to draw you into itself. Re-direct your mind away from the pain and to Him. Yes, I know that is hard, but it does help some. Hit a thank you button so we know you are still hanging in there and fighting.