I have only just joined this Forum; and yours was one of the first posts I've read. I have enough imagination and insight to appreciate and acknowledge the acute suffering undergone by people such as yourself. I hope that my words may bring just a little comfort to you.

I do not suffer neuropathic pain myself. It is my wife who has to undergo all this. I cannot perform miracles; but I speak directly, with an open heart, and I wish you well.

There is a man called Eckhart Tolle who has written some immensely iinteresting books, in the second of which - so I believe - titled 'A New Earth' - he refers to, and writes extensively about what he calls 'the pain body'.

It may stretch credulity at first sight; but it's essentially related to the realization that all we perceive as real is ultimately illusory. He adduces good reasoning for his viewpoint. If you feel you must dismiss me as some kind of fruitcake, I shall not take it amiss - not one bit.

I wish you the best possible outcome for your complex problems.