I am sorry I am worrying you----I am just as awesomely down as one can get---In as much pain as one can be-----My atty and wife tried in vain to get me in to an appt today---No luck-----So I have one option for pain meds---That is the ER----I said I was developing a phobia to the docs--ER included--------

My ego does not like how they try to play God----Sometimes I get a salt of the Earth Doc---Other times---Huh------Put it this way---If I could I would lock some Docs for no good reasons---Just for being a Horses hind Quarter---You know----------

I danced this dance to no good and the same ending soooooooooooooo many times----I really have a hard time dealing------plus when the pain is so bad you cant stand----Your head is banging not the worst---6 outta 10 right now---But add the other pain tightness and discomfort----We got a 15 outta 10---------Its hard to pretend its OK-----I bite the life outta my pens