Maybe right now you don't. But, way down deep inside -- in the 'inner monkey' is a strength that you don't even know you have yet.
You need to get your SELF in touch with the energy of the world, sugar. Go outside and be with wild animals and trees and plants and just FEEL the energy. YOU are part of that energy. It flows in you and through you. That energy's what's kept you going all this time.
You've had to hide it though, 'cause some are afraid to be around strength. They don't realize strength is a GOOD THING (excuse the Martha-ism
).
You don't have to hide anymore. Allow yourself to FEEL what's really in there.
BIG HUGS.
Barb