I am listening for His answer

The passage of time has left me naked
Upon a path where my life must begin
No longer am I able to turn away
From the force of strong changing winds

Memories decend from the sky as dust
Becoming a mountain I cannot see through
I walk away from the layers upon bare feet
Praying that God will show me what is true

What life has weakened is strong through faith
Yet steadfast convictions must change or fall
The wind is relentless as it pulls at my heart
Wiping out the foundation of my internal wall

My feet slip upon unchartered earth
I dance pirouettes to music I do not know
Choking upon unformed words seeking freedom
Becoming silent as the wind continues to blow

Exhaustion takes hold of my entire being
My mind is too full to make a rational call
Every thought enters from a different direction
I spin round till the song ends. Then I fall.

Oh Lord, I know You have purpose for me.
So I give You my life Your grace claims
Only You can speak to the winds of change
To guide me where Your peace remains