Hey Mate,


1.what it would be like not to be in pain

You would feel set free.

2.what it would be like to stand up tall and walk (I've grown 7 inches since going into a wheelchair! I'm now 6"1)

You could model, but would't like it.

3.what would have happened if I hadn't have got sick? would I be a qualified dr now?

YES, Chief of the department.

4.would I have the same personality? I mean, would I be "me"?
probaly not.

Somewhat, when you get thru this hell you will be better because of it.