I could have written the first part of this, until it got into the other stuff

Its sad, funny and weird that in a twisted way I can get comfort from knowing that there are people out there that really knows inside how it feels to be me. Its not a good place to be and I have to say that for me I know it was the praying that got me thought and still is and if you knew me you would know I never believed very much in that sort of thing! Until now that is, but don't worry, I won't go Kookoo and join a cult

Anyway I do understand now and get it like I never did before!
I really believe the more people really shared the more it would help everyone!
Thanks again,
Junie!