Mr.Alffe and I were talking about you last night Nikki (were your ears burning..*grin) and naturally our Michael came up in the conversation and our early grief...where we are now, etc. (it's always good to talk about it)

When I said "I'll always feel that I should have known...Michael and I were so close, so much alike that I should have known" he completely surprised me by understanding that.

There is nothing I can do about that....we can't change the past..it is what it is, and I accept that. And I think a large part of "going down memory lane" is just a natural part of putting ones house in order, and it is January.

And I like "mushy".... I haven't had my coffee yet and it's Sunday morning and I have no church however I have said my prayers. You were included in them.