That's exactly what I was saying! If a doctor said I didn't really have MS, would I end up with something worse? Or end up in eternal limbo, unable to work, feeling lousy, and saying to my friends and family "Yes, I'm really sick, but no, they don't know what's wrong with me."

I already spent a couple of years lying there at night crying and thinking "What is WRONG with me? Am I nuts?" I'd sure hate to go back to that.