I forgot one.

I'm somewhat afraid of how I'll die (less so now that I know that it'll likely be quick any way you go as once the heart stops you have seconds til you pass out) but more afraid that there is no God. Don't get me wrong I have faith. I believe. But, if there isn't a God that would really suck and thats kinda scary. You just get snuffed out. Nothing else happens. Just lights out? Kinda anticlimactic don't you think? Scary and disappointing. I always figured that no matter what happens and no matter when my time is cut short with family and friends that we'll all see each other again some day and that this place isn't the end of us or our relationships. The idea or threat of not seeing loved ones (my boys!) again is scary.

Again, I have faith. I believe. But, that doesn't mean the fear is any less at times.