I'm starting to feel this numbness that I've never felt before. I have no excitement,and no joy. I don't enjoy my hobbies. I don't have energy to get motivated. I'm wondering if my family problems are causing this. My Dad doesn't want to see me. I'm in this long wait for my SSD Hearing. All of these problems with emotions have been going on for decades.

My sister wants to move me out. The economy looks bad. I've been on Seroquel for several months,and maybe thats it. Maybe it's a certain kind of depression that I'm not use to. Is it shock? I saw my mental Health case worker,and there's no place for me to move yet. I just hate having to tell everybody this. BF