Hi, I was reading your thread and have a few suggestions to help you temporarily. Go to www.emofree.com. You can learn this little technique called EFT. I use it when I am having a severe pain episode and it seems to work. I don't know if it just makes me stop freaking out or if tapping these spots really helps, but it is worth a try. Also, if you could try getting a massage (you might want to ask your doctor first). If money is an issue, call the local massage school and see what time they do public clinics. Normally, they cost significantly less and if they know what you are going through, may offer to do it for free. This may help you relax some. Trust me, I don't think any of these things will fix you, but might help you get through until Monday. I hope all goes well and I will be thinking of you.