Hello and Welcome to Neurotalk, Andrea ... you will meet many great and supportive people here who I am sure will be more than happy to help you in anyway they possibly can!!
I don't have any answers for you unfortunately but just wanted to say I hope you feel better soon and that you get the help and treatment you need!
If you need anything, please don't hesitate to ask - I am more than happy to help you in anyway I possibly can!!
Take care and I look forward to seeing you around the forum more real soon!
Alison