Doody I know that your plate is overloaded...like you needed more pain in your life...NOT! I don't need to tell you that it will get better, you already know that. Sometimes we are just overwhelmed on this road...It's ok to take a little breather...to admit that it's too much...to say "uncle"..even to our loved ones. They are right there for you dear lady and are stronger than you think. We are here for you too, lean on us for awhile. (((Doody)))