Hi PJames,
As AMN said, you are more than welcome here and you always will be!! I'm sorry that you don't feel as though you fit in but please know we are all here for you and will try and help you in anyway we can!!
I don't have MS (although I do have a condition that is fairly similar and my nanan had Progressive MS) and everyone here has been SO nice and friendly and helped me more than they will ever know and made me feel welcome!! If it wasn't for these guys, I honestly don't know what I would do - they are all the best and have helped me in so many ways!!
Please don't feel that you can't ask any questions that you want to - of course you can and we will all be more than happy to help you if we have any experiences or just give you a shoulder to lean on when you're feeling down. Please don't stop posting - I honestly think it will help you to have someone to talk to and to be able to let your feelings out even though it might not feel like it at the moment!!
It really is up to you whether you want to post on the forum or whether you want to PM your friends directly - if I was you though (and you don't have to do this if you don't feel comfortable), I would post directly onto the forum as there are a lot of people there and you are more likely to get someone who has been through the same as you that way!!
Please know that we ALL care about you and want to help you if we can - we hate seeing you down and want to try and help you if we can and we will ALWAYS be here for you whenever you need us!!!
Take care of yourself and if you ever want to PM me, please feel welcome to!