I too, feel guilt for wondering why I am sick, and others are totally OK - no justice @ all............Then I see others who are really suffering and feel like crap again!!!!!
It is a crazy, crazy world!My gram was always sick and yet she never complained - ever! I wish I was strong like her. Even after her heart transplant, she was always kind and patient and even started a support group for people here in SA - wish I could be more like her........She truly was amazing!
I went to my sis's house last night - it was fun! My little niece was so proud of me - I love little ones! The food was awesome, and we (Mike and I) were so happy to be out of the house!
I am going to be a bum today - no work @ all! I'm going to ice my face and feet and pray that I grow up and quit complaining! Oh! And I;m going to watch "The Duchess"...........
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Originally Posted by Scots Kat
Oh Erin,
I feel for you and wish i could give you a big hug! I know it's hard to complain when there are so many worse things in the world than what we are going through, but that doesn't negate what we are experiencing. The thing I feel most guilty about is that I sometimes almost begrudge others healthiness. Why do I have all these problems that no-one has ever heard of when others are so healthy?
Anyways, just know that you can complain here without feeling bad! AND you are beautiful! I took a sneaky look at some of your facebook pictures and you are stunning- even in the hospital. Once you get your strength back and the azathioprine kicks in you'll be off the 'roids and skinny again!
Take care!
~Kathy
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