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Originally Posted by PJAMES
if one wants to---is it best to----find someone and PM.
call someone who cares? post here? just keep it inside?
I am not being sarcastic or caustic.
I just have a lot of questions and a lot to say---And It may be me---But I really feel---Like I don't belong ---And that I bother you------
I just really do not know who to ask any of my questions to----Maybe I will just keep them inside----And please before----I am not depressed---K----And do not take that as I am being rude---
Thanks for your input if you chose to add any----
And if I should go away because this is not a great place for the 1 million questions forum to be---tell me---i will----Now that I have an answer----That opened the doors to many many questions---sorry----
OK I must start handicapping The Fairgrounds in N'orleans today....I am behind
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I'm not sure if this is what you mean but I'll take a stab at it.
Pm me. Ask in a post. You want my email? Pm me and I'll let you have it, okay?
Thing is for me, and maybe the same for you, the more down I am, the less connected I feel to anyone - here or IRL. I feel like a bother and like nobody likes me, I'm obnoxious and irritaing -(think i'll go eat worms).
When I'm in a good frame of mind, I know who my friends are, I know I like a lot of people and want to reach out to everyone whether I even know them or not.
It's got a lot to do with how much pain, how stressed, how uptight I am.
When you're happy, do you feel like you have friends here? Do you feel like we give a darn? When things are going better for you, does it feel pretty good here?
Ask yourself that, okay? And if it does feel good here, if you do feel like you have friends here, when you feel otherwise okay (well, as okay as you get, if you know what I mean, cuz I know it's tough Pete) then maybe you're just being too hard on yourself.
It's tough for you, big tough guy, to be vulnerable and let your friends know you need support.
Nobody is an island, man. You can be all kinds of strong, but nobody goes through this world alone. We all need others to be strong for us sometimes. You'll do that for us too.
Let us be there for you when you need to talk it out. You can move the fridge, okay?
