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Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: Vermont
Posts: 6,726
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Elder
Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: Vermont
Posts: 6,726
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I don't usually remember this until afterward, so I guess I'm moving forward in acceptance:
Running into town for a few groceries--a total of 2 hours from putting on boots to taking them off again--kills the whole day. We get back, I put most of the groceries away, and I'm toast. No, make that toast crumbs.
I'm better off, I think, realizing it ahead of time. Then, instead of being crabby the rest of the day because I'm tuckered out and can't do anything on my list, I can ANTICIPATE that and schedule afternoon activities such as reading the newspaper, playing Text Twist on the computer, and staring out the window.
I guess there was still a tiny bit of denial, in still thinking "I'll go get groceries and then I'll...." Then I'll nothing. Oh well. At least I can still drive and can still afford groceries, for today anyway.
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**My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever. (Psalm 73:26)
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