Good Morning everyone just spent the last two hours messing around on here going through the old insights for my smilie face from behind the computer that use to wave i cant find it anywhere. I found Kellys pic of the sand h green stamps and so many other things, you know we are going through one of these threads in approx a months time, and I am sure of this, this thread is the best therapeutic thread on this sight.

last night around elevenish I really got sleepy and was boggled how could I be so drawn out, I had forgotten I had not slept the day before I woke this morning at 6 and had absolutely no idea what day it was, I mean I had no idea, kind of scared me, when I looked out front ten minutes later and saw the garbage I knew then it was friday, lets see doing laundry kid can do dishes and sweep I am going to do next to nothing today, at least those ore my intentions, and the dryer yowsers, I guess cleaning all the lint and dust out of it helped too, the cloths were so hot when I took them out of dryer.

Deb is going to pick up this cabinet that you can put your dryer on, helps raise it from the ground which will help my back, and it has a drawer for storage so we dont have the cash but it is gonna be reduced in price big time and figure my back and hers will appreciate it down the road

Sarah sorry you cant make it, you decided correctly not just for the sake of what will happen to you and your MSbs but the Kiddies too, I think this is an issue that MSer's never get over, the doubt the hesitation of hmmm can i finish that or can I do all that and will I be able to turn around and do it all again or next week or this evening will I have the energy, that lingering question, thats why i just plow through it and somewhere some day I will strand myself in a corner, I know I push these limits a lot, but thats how i have always been, Ive lived on the edge, loved it and still do. There are times i wonder now with the MS at such minor issues, but they can really be so influential in our choices, and consume so much thought process on yeah or nay. when before the decisions where climb the rock face with gear or free climb jump off this 50 ft cliff and hope that lake is deep down there kahyaking down to mardi gras hoping we make it in time now to me those are decisions, now its a hidious thing will i be able to find a spot close to door when i shop will i be able to help around the house tomorrow I already did a boo hoo the other night realizing I shall never run again was just one of those thoughts I had not ever thought of in those regards. never realized hell I dont even remember the last time probably with the kids or running about with the wolves .

sorry didnt mean to be a downer,

I hope you all have a most pleasant day

peace