Thanks for reply Barb,
Yes you are right it is first time i've let ''you'' know about me.I don't find it easy to do that kind of thing ie it doesn't come naturally and i'm rather wary.
At the moment i am non specifically 'personality disordered' ie they haven't told me what kind though i would admit personally to having elements of avoidant/borderline/paranoid/schizotypal with some cognitive ie organisational/step wise problem solving etc added to the mix. Keep meaning to pin my pdoc down because for curiosity's sake i'd like to know as maybe knowing would make me less prone to bouts of 'There's not much wrong with you you're just an inadequate so and so'.