(((Mistiis))) I for one, am not suprised. A common denominator for people "at risk" seems to be withdrawal....you all get quiet and I get nervous.
BJ does it, Abbie does it, lots of us do it. It's like the weight of the world is on us and makes it hard to even breathe.

You reached out Mistiis...that's what works. People cannot help us if they don't know how we feel!

Your poem is hard to read...I think of moi and bridges. I love your poem, I hate your poem. It's a wonderful honest painful poem. It's you...and I love you.