I just have this gut feeling that the PT will help you...maybe not bigtime but it will help.
thanks about my friend Ron. This afternoon I told him he was so brave and inspiring and humbling.(He might be bipolar too) In his self effacing way, he said anyone would be the same way. I said oh no. Later I hoped I didn't put pressure on him that he couldn't be able to cry on my shoulder. I don't visit him in person. He is done in the village. Lately I can hardly get myself to move out of the bed or off the couch.
Bobby