((David)) Thank you When I first came here you gave me peace. Consumed in deep pain all I remember was being overwhelmed, consumed in my grief. I remember so clearly everyone telling me how much Dad loved me, how I was his whole world. I remember thinking, sobbing, well he damn well didn't love me enough now did he! I remember wishing I could just go with him

You dear friend told me that I needed to try and understand that when Dad took his life all rational thought had left him. He wasn't able to think about me, our family... he was consumed in HIS pain ....making rational thought impossible. That helped me more than I can ever put words to. You gave me strength to stay, to fight my war.

And David, I am so sorry for all the pain you have had as well