Thanks everyone

I am just happy to know that I am not losing it. Thank God I have a family that understands and a wife that supports me. I go to see Dr. Duchek at Georgetown Hospital on Tuesday. We will be discussing a second surgery. He is a wonderful doctor and is on the cutting edge. To bad I am one of the 10 percent that do not see change.

My primary changed my meds (added morphine) which has helped. Still not sleeping. Sad things is, when I do sleep I can go out for 24-36 hours ESAY. Anyone else go through this?

I will list me treatments and help out anyway I can. As far as the East Coast of the US goes, I think I have seen all of the major doctors. I am at work so I cant do it now.

Thanks again...just when I hit rock bottom I sank even further. I really hate my life right now and I am only 43.

Ill report on my visit .