Summertime,
I'm also sorry that you are suffering more now then you were before. I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better, but there isn't. Just know that I'm here for you. I've tried almost everything including 2 scs, and now I'm considering a pain pump. Don't know if I will. Just know that there are things out there to look into. some may work, and some may not. But, no matter what, we are always here for you, good days and bad days.
very gentle hugs.
mary