((Alffe))

Thank you for this. I am going to take a break but I wanted to make sure you were able to see the episode of House, so I came back … and found this.

I think this is what is so hard for me at this particular time, causing my need for a break. As you sadly know, suicide leaves scars only another survivor can truly understand. I know you do. I know you lost someone you loved ((Michael))as deeply as I loved Dad......and it is why I feel so connected to you

I am not in a good place in my healing, March is looming and the "perfect storm" is brewing. These talks about suicide, - trying to rationalize, the irrational- ......though needed and helpful to some.... are not helping me at the moment. They are forcing more feelings to the surface and making the anger rage. I was feeling I was right back at square one. Reading your post helped me, I was able to reflect on how far I have come.

"If you can see that you have already made some changes, then you can believe that continued growth is possible."

((Alffe)) THANK YOU!!!