Hi Char,
I am SO sorry that it was so hard for you reading the piece of paper with the DX "MS" on it.

I DO understand though ... I know I don't have MS but I think it's the same for us all, it is always hard seeing things in black and white as it brings things into reality if you know what I mean?!
When I finally got the diagnosis of RSD, I was SO upset but was sort of relieved at the same time as the doctors finally believed that something was the matter with me!!
I'm thinking about you and we are all here for you!