Ok I'm gonna be the one to say it...as everyone knows I am sometimes the queen of tough love.

How many more posts of people ignoring you...no one talking to you....being a bother to everyone...this is thread number what? In every single one everyone tries to encourage you...several offer to PM back and forth with you....I personally texted, called, and emailed with you. * edit*

Hopefully someone can encourage you enough *edit* this life is only what you make it out to be. Not trying to be a b-word here but speak from some experience. *edit* JMHO