I'm so sorry to read that you're still feeling down.

It sounds like you've been in a tough place where people don't understand you, and I certainly understand when you have no-one to talk to about how you feel, and about how MS is affecting you.

I too have been there. In fact, I only have my husband, my DD and my friends here on NT now that I can talk to. No-one else wants to listen, and MS has completely alienated me from my sister now. I suppose that wasn't quite true as my sister has always been full of herself, and her own problems have always been more important than anyone else's. 'My' MS has always been something between us. It's as if she's jealous that I have a diagnosable illness, and she doesn't!

It's not easy when all you want to do is talk, or vent or whatever word you want to use, but it sure is nice when some-one takes the time to listen, and that's what we do best here. We listen.

Keep talking to us, and hopefully soon we may be able to help you towards a more positive outlook. Just wanted you to know that I for one, care.