I sure can identify with you as I had a great job, with great insurance, and great perks too. Went for a simple procedure, and came out disabled. Lost insurance, ranch, cars, dignity.
There is a way to get meds for free. Here is the website with all information, and sign up.
http://www.freemedicine.com/
One thing we can always rely on is change. Our situations will change too, but it seems hopeless when we are in the thick of it.
I sure hope things change for the better, and soon too