could it just be maybe cuz i am blonde gemini german in menapause? lol.

but, thanks carolyn. read the info and am printing to take to my new doc... the psychiatrist.. on my appt next monday. to be honest, it would nearly be a relief to find out a little bit more about myself. i am one of those type of people that like to know what makes things tick, and looking at the recent catastrophe in my front yard needs justification of some sort.

I am taking steps towards how to deal better with moods. instead of slinging chocolate chip cookies from across the room, (which i must say, i am perfecting the curve) i now am a proud owner of a punching bag and gloves...