Dear Barbara,

The board is very slow as you know, but I think that others will be by to help.

Right now I can't help much. I am very tired and not thinking straight.

I think you did a good thing by coming back here, speaking clearly, and giving the board another chance.


That stuff you mention in your post is pretty awful and I can
see why you are hesitant to reach out.


It is hard to re-train ourselves but it can be done. We can change how we communicate with the world.

I'm really sorry that I can't help you more.

Please know that I hope that you can feel better.
And I hope that you can feel better about asking for help too.

Here is one suggestion for now. Maybe you can practice this. Every time someone posts on your thread, post back to them and add some more. This keeps your thread on the top of the page and it keeps people interested in your situation. It keeps up the level of interaction.
How have your days been? Are you with other people?


Mari