Thank you Mari and shezbut for writing !!!

Im still trying to find a support group and a good psychiatrist... I keep feeling I cant trust in anybody and that nobody will understand me...

Also, I think I need to call the doc right when Im having a crisis, is that right ?? I have periods when I fell ok and I tell myself "why calling the doctor ?" but sometimes, specially at night, when everybody is sleeping and I cant then talk to anybody, I feel depressed again...

Uff....

How are you guys actually ? do you take anti-depressants ? which ones ? any vitamins too ?? sorry for all my questions !