I wonder how when "Long Way Home" came on radio I got to cryin like a sissy . I wonder how something like a song can make me fall apart even after so much time has passed.

I wonder that if you type my email in face book you will find me ...{edit} that was to find me at face book I dont want a bunch of emails from strangers , but will take them if they come I guess.

I wonder that I should start my break from here but today isnt the day to start a break maybe tomorrow....

I wonder that Today is just a day and I should not feel guilty for seeing so many more sunrises and just living more then my friends got to. but I do feel guilty and sad and I dont know why but it is just that way. I wonder when that will stop happening?????????????????????? I wonder that I do not think it will ever stop.

I wonder if anyone else ever feels like that? the whys ... why not me , why them, whys will drive me totaly nuts I cant think on it to much but I wonder none the less yes I wonder
alright I best stop and be off now.

Prayers and hugs to everyone.
PEACE
BMW