I never forgot any of you and i feel guilty and wonder why so many whys or maybe its why nots I know I will never have answers and i know the guilty feelings will always be.
Did/do you know Ritchie that I used to walk your dog everyday after school. Molly .
I used to visit your mom and sister and play with your cat and then they moved and I couldnt go in your old bedroom anymore and I never walked your dog again after that. but I went to that spot we had in the woods and burnned many fires .
ha I remeber the time we stold mrs flecks x-mas wreath then 2 days later we sold it back to her for 25 $ . and the time we climbed on the fire station roof snuck down the hatch and got a bunch of sodas out of the fridge . the bb gun fights we had to oh and the time we cut school and went to the big e and had water gun fight with the game vendor there he got so mad but it was so funny i soaked him and took off running man that was funny. gosh I miss you. your smile your moppy hair blue eys your voice miss everything about you.
the orange lollypop was the best you were in my thoughts till it was gone and still now can you feel me thinking of you?? If you were not in that car that night ...where would you be now ...would you be in N.H., or V.T. in that cabin you planned to build with a dog like Molly was... a black lab... would we have .... dang I miss you