hey

just was feeling like I'm not being thankful for all the good things I do have.

And yes, we have our rights and reasons for blasting many health care providers for mistreating us because I only sought their help and expertise for relief...

I want to get beyond their shortcomings and focus on what I did get along the way. For the few marvelous providers I did find, I'm very greatful and thank God for them. I needed a lot of help.

... I wish the others had a conscious and would send me a refund

I'm thankful for my family and friends, for their willingness to help.

and I'm thankful for this forum, for a place to express and read and find new friends.

and for "gibbrn/Victoria" You're a fighter too.