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Old 02-21-2009, 08:03 PM
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Location: In a DARK corner.... not looking for a way out.
Posts: 5,526
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Mostly lately I feel like WonderWoman---talking a million miles a second making no sense... was driving like a mad woman in the Indy 500 when I went to the doc this week... BUT... at the same time I was feeling hopeless, worthless, very empty, and staring over the edge at the very dark place with now bottom.

Yesterday I woke up feeling like I was DRUNK.... I don't drink. I could barely walk, my head was spinning.... I hated the way I was feeling and "IT" was a very very prevalent consistant thought.

I keep my medicine in a daily dispenser thingy.... My AD (Cymbalta) was not in the case. I don't know now if I forgot to take it.... or if I double dosed....the AD and forgot the Seroquel.

I have taken the medicine today as prescribed and am feeling a bit better...

I didn't call doc... was too afraid...

I need to get off of here...the battery on my laptop is about dead.

Hugs to all,
Abbie
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Last edited by Abbie; 02-21-2009 at 08:04 PM. Reason: typo... doh.
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