dear Tam,
oh i am so glad you reached out to someone and did not go as far as I did in my end of my rope feelings. I am glad you spoke to a fellow toser who helped and understood....I too am amazed at our strength when we put our hearts and heads together.......we ARE an amazing group of people.
I feel your pain and send love and prayers your way!
much love and many hugs,
Victoria
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