thanks
ALL
for support , compassion concern more..
extended to me
and so many others...

as i've been trying to 'catch up' here... reading posts
so many questions , stories, situations, experiences emotions shared....
also the moving responses of caring outreach...
support

"life lines".... indeed, and in these deep dark times of need...
that come in PM's, or a 'wonder' in that & other threads, posts here

how to explain how so much of what's shared here, deeply touches...

its been month since my father's death
its been hard, harder than ever imagined
things occured never imagined
more 'hurts' with flares of pain exacerbated by crazy weather , changes
stressors... that seem beyond 'control'

trying to understand or at least make or find some PEACE
somewhere, somehow...

i don't know...
so much i can't express--have tried to write before as well as attempts to respond to posts , PM's....
again not finding words, ways...

maybe later???