I'm sorry your doc is sick and you had to reschedule, Anne . I feel like I have that stupid dark cloud hanging over me too sometimes. My family and friends say all of the time 'it could only happen to you'. Here is a silly example, we got new cable television in the middle of December. We have had to have the cable come out 4 times to replace the converter box!! The cable technician said he had never heard of one household getting so many faulty boxes . I just smiled and said 'you haven't met us yet' . Sometimes I believe these things (big and small issues) happen to us because we have great senses of humor and deal with adversity pretty well . Dh says I'm a 'tough broad' lol. I'm fortunate just to be able to afford cable tv, right?