Welcome to NeuroTalk. I don't know that I can say anything to allay your fears-sounds like it has to be a waiting game for now. But I will tell you this is a great place to hang out. There are lots of great people on this forum that will help you pass the time and take your mind off of things. Join in chat anytime when you see someone in the chat room, too. That is always helpful to spend some time in there.