Bob, in the middle of all this madness and maheim you need to find time each day for you. The hospitals usually have a chapel and it is usually very quiet in there. Even if you are not a religious person, it is a place of peace to escape to. Even just for 15 min. When you go in there, take a deep breath and blow it out thru your mouth slowly. It will help relax you. It is extremely important to you, your wife and your son that you take care of yourself. Remember to eat, don't drink too much coffee, get plenty of water down because hospitals are very drying and dehydrating. I wish I had more to offer in this time of need that you have. But please know that you will have my prayers. I'd be glad to research anything you need me to. All you have to do is tell me what or even what you need info on.
Love,
Billye