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Originally Posted by shezbut
Hi Lynn,
It helps me in the moment of receiving support. Everytime I lay it out there I feel very vulnerable. As a result, I tend to completely avoid seeking support when I feel very low. I may even come in, and read supportive posts of understanding, but I avoid writing another difficult time (and risk losing support). That's my rationale anyway.
Shez
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Shez, I think I can relate & read betweet the lines here? I've been there too. I think it's called shame. I have been, still trying to deal with some of the Horrible things I have done that simply hurt the ones I love the most! Just because of my selfishness. Sometimes I think I am a terrible person. Maybe I am, but others tell me the opposite? I even argue with them.lol.. Guilt is a horrible stress agent. Get rid of it..Dump it..it's done. Start every day anew..
At the risk of sounding like a preacher...I have tried EVERYTHING...so I gave in and tried GOD. I did not turn into one of those cookoo people but have really found the peace I was needing. I don't know your spritual connection, but I was at the point of (Give up OR give in)..My friend called it (Sink or Swim) my choice...I'm really not afraid to say what I think & never judge anyone...My belief's are my own & I am sure I have twisted them to fit my lifestyle..lol...
You will be ok shez...No one will leave you from here...If you ever want to chat, you can PM. I only have mornings to myself, sometimes late evening because I care for my mom, Alzheimer/Schizophrenia/Dementia
So I am typically slow with responce. Have a Lovely day!