one more post before I head back to "in cognito" mode....

I am a bit unconventional...most would just say that I am a weird person...

I totally believe in the energies and nothing being constant...

a lot of the times, when I am in pain...I try to change the negative energies into the positive ones....

I do that by trying to make things lighthearted....

for me...FOR ME...

I feel that if I keep on dwelling on the negatives, it WOULD make me explode....

and I really should've exploded 800 billion times and then some....

but by converting those negative thoughts and energy. I feel like I have once again, avoided driving over that bridge or trying to hang that rope on my ceiling fan (which I would never do again, because it is not fun when the ceiling fan don't hold your weight and falls on you)

I feel the need to post these and let my thoughts out tonight, because I feel like I would explode...maybe it'll end up I would be the only one that would use this forum...but then, we'd all find out just how weird I am...and if that's the case, I would very gladly take the cue and just go away for good and stop being such a trouble maker. LOL

*sigh...maybe none of these will make sense to me in the morning...maybe I will offend a million people...

but maybe, someone else out there feels the same as I do...