Life was never meant to be easy, we struggle, we have friends, we grow wings to fly instead of falling. I think of you always Nikki. All of you... My heart breaks over and over, and I allow it. I share your joy, your sorrows, your prayers, your pain, and I know that I am alive! And then I allow your love, strength, and fortitude help to make me whole again. (forgive me if I seen to be emotional and philosphical today, because I am )