Hi Wes.

I'm so glad that you joined and feel comfortable posting with us.
We are here to help. Keep chatting with us.
Like Twink said, we do have a forum right here on NeuroTalk where people who are feeling or have felt just like you can post. They may have more help and understanding. But I want you to post where you feel comfortable. OK?
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum29.html
That is the link to Survivors of Suicide.