The answer is Yes and No..

I have long ago accepted my limitations and know what I am capable of doing, in any given day, but I don't like it and will never be ok with it. The every day stuff is bad enough, but not being able to do the bigger, more important stuff is horrible.

I'll resent, 'till my dying day, not being able to run to my DH's side, when he was dying...the same for my DBRO.. I'm in better shape now than I was then. I was on the phone with them both constantly and they both knew I was with them, in spirit.... NOT ENUFF!!!

Thanks for the oportunity to vent my spleen, Blessings..