I am giggling..this week when I asked Dr.Moussavian if I were a masochist he said no but he said I was self defeating and it came from my sadistic parents...next time I have to ask him more about self defeating..he gave an example that the only time I can give myself pleasure or buy something is when I am manic lol
Bobby
ps it is inappropriate to giggle isn't it...a defense against agony?