nik,

I am not offended at all...

But I also wonder about the Kamikazes and the suicide bombers. They did those voluntarily...(I have thoughts on them for I have been studying those for awhile now but tis not a good night to get into it)

I think what David and I are trying to get to is the different spectrums of suicide thoughts and what propels them.

A person who is terminally ill vs someone who is healthy physically but ill mentally.

It's good to ask questions and get it out.

(((BIG HUGS))) dear friend. It's a rough day/night for you and I hope you keep on venting....