nik,

it's OK...

I think it's always good to question like we're doing and it's good to question like you're doing...

but we all are wondering about ONE question:

"WHY"

why for those of us that want to do it and why for those of us that are survivors

and the WHY's of culture and mental states and how it all works....

I wonder why some people would want to take out other people when they commit suicide. Like those shooters that kills many others before they kill themselves...

I have heard some people argue that that is NOT suicide but self-murder and I have to bite my tongue a bit because it is such a touchy subject because I so much feel for the victims but I wonder at why it drove those shooters to that state of mind...

it's a tough one...

if one argues that suicide is taking ONE's LIFE, then, why do they take OTHERS??

So, there are just so many spectrums and questions and I think Doody's post has really made me think it out loud vs thinking it to myself...